yakiimo

I'm really taking a new liking for stop motion animation, so simple and playful hopefully i'd be able to do some in the future!

weekend doodle

I've been feeling very cheerful lately and festive at the moment as Christmas is only round the corner, making me feel like i'm a kid again. These are some Illustrations i've produced in my own time.

Work

My previous work I have done, two charcters. This is just a small glimse of what I have produced based on Murakami's work.

london man

A simple Line drawing of what really summed up London for me.

So lately I have been more productive in my life and more passionate, I've stuck my head down and believed I can do better than what I have in the past. I really value my education more, it isn't always about getting good grades it's what you produce and the thoughts you can imply through your work. I really enjoy working at times once you start you cannot stop til you finish. Shame I only see this now and not earlier in my life would have helped alot but I shouldn't dwell on my past and do the best I can for now.
This is what I produced something for my new project to show who i am, just thought i'd share it. I'll be posting more of my work soon so keep you're eyes peeled.





Alot has happend during my last years of school. Sometimes i wish i should have done better, it seems when i try not much changes, but i guess i have been slacking and not working on my full potential. I feel like i have wasted time and should have done something more specific, but it has been a lesson well learnt and i hope it has made me wiser and knowing which route to take now. Afterall if it was ment to be it was ment to be and the decisions have been made for a reason. So this year i will prove to people and myself that i am and will do work to my full potential and i can do what i enjoy. good luck

speaking your mind..

It is unquestionable that sometimes you may make some wrong decisions and say things that you aren't ment to say. It may make me to think, if  I had made the right choice and should I of said that. Being too open minded is not always good and may not benefit you. People may judge you and not everyone will appreciate what you say.

What you are is what you have been. What you’ll be is what you do now. -Buddha

"We all have goals–things we’d like to accomplish and ideas of who we’d like to become through the process. But sometimes we get so bogged down in fears and self-doubt that it’s hard to commit to the changes we want to create and then work toward them consistently.

It’s not easy to do. When you’re faced with obstacles, you might get stuck. When you feel unmotivated or unsure, you might get stuck. When your goal seems too far out of reach, you might get stuck.

And you can stay stuck if you want to. You can get sidetracked by other people’s opinions. You can talk yourself out of what you want, fearing failure or maybe even fearing success. You can limit yourself with stories of things that didn’t work out in the past.

Or you can let go of everything that’s paralyzing you and decide that you’re not willing to let the now slip away and rob you of possibilities.

Tomorrow has limitless potential if you’re willing to act today. It may even become something better than you knew to imagine, but it can only happen if you start and keep going.

What tiny actions can you take today to contribute to that vision you want to create?"

change..

Well it's the end of another school year and the last...
It has only started to sink in that I have finally grown up. Time to move on to something more suited to to what I like.
Well they say nothing lasts forever there is always an end to everything but not always good. The people  I have spent most of my life with will take their seperate paths and move on to greater and better things, I will miss how close you once can be and the next you could be complete strangers. So I pray this will never happen and to stay in touch with the ones you care for. I guess fate will decide.
Everything around me is changing even the closest ones and you cannot do anything about it, the smallest things will affect you, but i hope nothing will change and make us stronger. Afterall everything happens for a purpose.
... I sometimes wonder it was so much easier not growing up as we didn't think much about change, but the older you are, the more you dwell. I hope everything will turn out fine.

twinkle

my thoughts

Nearing an end to an eventful school year, so many memories.. more good than bad though. A lot of things I have seen and felt over the years, has made me stronger as a person and older.  I do regretfully say I could have benefitted more from my education. Well now atleast I can see what I would like to achieve in the future now. Oh well you know what they say don't look back and look forward to what the future may bring.  I hope the future is bright and i'll be ready.

I don't really whats going on, nothing phases me, all I know is to look to the future. I had have my ups and downs, but I know things can't put me down that easily. At times i need to be supported, cared and looked after. I don't need to be told, everything is just very different to what I think and makes the situation worse than it is, all I need is to be supported without being questioned and told what to do. Wish I was more supported in my upbringing and believe in my own judgements.



erm..

It's scary thinking what tommorow may bring, everyday is a new begining. A scary thought what I could achieve and things that I want to pursue in right now. Who knows?

hmmph..

Memories can be good or bad, the worst ones are the ones you remember and wish you can still cherish them. Good things never last, it always has an ending, thoses memories that you still have will stay with you and only you will understand the good and the bad times. Nothing can be perfect. You being to notice the surroundings that you've vistied before, and it brings back memories of the good things and wish you can feel that moment again. However hard you try, somehow the memories come flooding back, you want to forget them and remember the positives but you always end up thinking and it brings back the memories.


Everything happens for a reason.

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A Whisper.
Is it really meant to be spoken?
Soft and subtle, in
between silence and sound
Only thoughts
remain unheard.